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    Sunday, August 24th, 2008
    12:59 pm
    layin in bed with 2 lil sluts....
    Wednesday, January 9th, 2008
    8:31 am
    OMG AHHHHH schoool starts today! ahhhhhhhh. please please please be a good year! haha *crosses fingers* 2007=blah 2008=amazing, brillant, successful, loving!! please please please! im soo glad that i have people to snap me back into MY mind set. i dont need to be scared or worry so much about what is going to happen. i need to just chill and be happy and thankful and go with the flow. ive been saying that a lot lately "go with the flow". i hope i start taking that advice soon. haha chill jacqueline. breathe. i know everything will be fine.
    8:30 am
    You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
    You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
    You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

    You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
    You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
    You have the classic "Type A" personality.

    You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
    You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
    A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

    People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
    You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
    You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

    You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
    And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
    You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

    You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
    You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
    At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

    You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
    You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
    Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

    You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
    You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
    You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

    You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
    You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
    You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
    Tuesday, December 11th, 2007
    10:18 am
    fall 07 school is over. its been THE weirdest semester so far. i dont even know what to think about it. all i know is that...
    i loved working with the pledges
    i loved meeting all of them and making them my good friends
    i needed miss firecracker because it made me happy to go to everynight and play such a funny character
    i was thrilled to be apart of govt Inspector because the company was soo amazing and it pushed me everyday
    i had barely anytime to breathe
    i was pushed to open up more
    i broke down
    i showed some emotions to people that i didnt think i could
    i transformed my outward self and shocked people
    i had a great road trip
    i had one of the happiest nights in 2 years
    i was confused
    i was nervous
    i let down others
    i was let down
    i felt unworthy
    i was happy.
    i made it through.
    thank goodness its over im ready for the new year!
    Monday, November 26th, 2007
    7:40 pm
    life has been crazy lately. roller coaster of emotions. i think people are so funny. my bbreak was soooo good. i really needed it. i caught up with EVERYONE that i needed to. i love all my friends and i hate getting soo caught up in stuff that i forget how much they mean to me and how amazing they are. being wit my family was really good also. usually i never say that. i think i was really good at spending the right amount of time with each person. im usually bad at that. i went to auburn on friday and it was the first time that i have had a lot of fun there since college started. it was soooo much fun. i was really excited to get to celebrate meg d's 21st with her! i really am just going with the flow of life lately and its less stressful. i feeeeeellll.........good.
    Thursday, October 25th, 2007
    10:27 am
    fell right asleep lastnight on the couch after rehearsal. couldnt move cause i was knocked out. guess the lack of sleep finally caught up with me and knocked me out. i needed it. should i really graduate a semester early? im freaked out by it. ive been told that i can if i want to. i just dont know how it could have flown by sooo fast. i just got here. now i have to think about leaving?? wow insane... what am i gonna do with my life??? excited and scared.

    Current Mood: awake
    Sunday, October 21st, 2007
    1:54 am
    NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive almost had a panic attack today without my phone. haha the phone got knocked into the pedicure water!! dangit! please please please turn on tomrw! please!
    Thursday, October 18th, 2007
    2:41 am
    i woke up with turning over a new leaf on the mind. wow today was unreal! literally unreal. the craziest things happened. the whole day was not an everyday day. did a lot of crying which i rarely do. fought. but i also did somthing today that was awesome for me. after escaping the madness. i went straight home to get my Bible and went to the catholic church here on campus.(im a wanna be catholic hehe) i went there because the sanctuary is very intimate and i love to kneel. i was broken. i was truely broken before God. its the first time ive been completely broken in almost 1 1/2 years. i realized this week why i havent been 100% content and that is because God hasnt been the complete soul center of mylife in a while. its almost been impossible to focus. i stayed there in the church and just talked to God for an hour. about everything. praying for guidance. praying for my friends family and everything else i care about. asking for forgiveness. asking for him to take the reigns completely because hes a much better navigator for my life than i am. it was amazing for me. its what i need to be completely content. once that is straight then everything else falls into place for me. it looks like it will be somthin that i do often. to escape. it was what i needed today and everyday.

    its always unreal to me when God shares with me certain passages from the Bible they usually always are appropriate for how im feeling. the first one he showed me today was
    Psalm 147:1-6 "Praise the Lord! For it good to sing Praises to our God. For it is pleasant and praise is beautiful. The Lord builds up Jerusalem; he gathers together the outcasts of Israel. HE HEALS THE BROKENHEARTED. AND BINDS UP THEIR WOUNDS. He counts the number of the stars; he calls them all by name. Great is our Lord and mighty in power; HIS UNDERSTANDING IS INFINITE. the Lord lifts up the humble; He casts the wicked down to the ground."

    this says to me that God is sooo powerful that ive gotta stop underestimating him and just trust a billion percent. and that he can fix all. and even though i have failed him many times and wonder how he could possibly still love me as much- i know "his understanding is infinite"

    im at peace knowing this.

    "Therefore for do not worry, saying what shall we eat? or what shall we drink? or what shall we wear? For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and this righteousness and all thes things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tommorrow, for tomrw will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble." Matthew 6:31-34
    Wednesday, October 17th, 2007
    8:18 am
    its amazing how fast feelings can change.
    after rehearsal everything started to get right. everything.
    its sooooo crazy.
    prayers get answered so fast sometimes.
    today is a new leaf. jacqueline is back.
    and here to stay. completely.
    she just took a lil vaca. hah
    no telling what was causing the vaca. but a lot of things were put into prospective for me last night.

    thanks.

    Current Mood: content
    Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
    11:28 am
    disappointed.
    i will get right.
    i will never jeopardize my passion and talents ever again.
    i will stay focused.
    i will do what i want.
    i will not be brought down.
    i need to go home, even if its just for an hour. just to breath freely for a bit.
    Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007
    11:20 pm
    im too much.....
    or not enough.
    maybe everyone else is messed up.
    well anyway i cant seem to stay in just one state of mind.
    Sunday, September 30th, 2007
    10:26 am
    my heart feels weird right now. ive been having so much fun lately But everything has just been.....weird. i dont know what it is. i feel like i need to escape the ttown. i usually would just leave without telling anyone but im trapped.

    last day of the show. im excited. the run has been soo fun and i have loved playing Tessy. gotta live in the moment today.

    start a whole new set of rehearsals tomrw. wow. im overly stressed right now. trying not to let it get to me. im excited but stressed.

    i feel like i dont have time to breath. just gotta keep going. i havent been able to catch up with some people i feel. sorry im running around like a chicken with their head cut off. ill be back soon.

    hahahah! ohh geeez sara cat! i got ur message from the other night! i about died! it reminded me of our many nights under the shade tree. geeez i wish u were coming when stiving was!!!
    Tuesday, September 25th, 2007
    1:22 am
    so so so tired. i need to get re energized before tomrw! we open tomrw thank goodness!!
    i like my friends.....i mean i like like um.


    AVA STIVING comes sooo soo soon!
    Saturday, September 22nd, 2007
    12:08 pm
    to escape for a lil of the day or not? that is the question. my mom, dad and best friends want me to come home for some of the day. im getting kind of a late start.
    or i could stay here and watch movies and hangout...... hmmmm what to do what to do.

    i have my first espanol test mon.
    next week willbe crazy.
    im excited.


    my heart has been so confused lately. with everyone and everything.

    all i know is that i love living with jessie. and i love love the theatre!
    THANK YOU STIVING FOR THE THEATRE!!!!
    Monday, September 17th, 2007
    11:54 am
    last night was soo nice. so sooo nice. it prob was the nicest thing ever. 3 course meal cooked for us. the nicest company and it made me feel like a grown up and it was really nice. it was unreal being with jessie in the ex jungle last night. soo freaking weird. soo many memories there. i cant wait to start hanging out with those people more. i had a warm fuzzy feeling the whole night. peaceout.
    Thursday, September 13th, 2007
    11:58 am
    yes yes yes! its the greatest feeling in the world when uve been searching for a character and then one night at rehearsal it just clicks and u just get it and fall COMPLETELY into them. well i think that night for me was last night. now im ready for Tessy to start to bloom over the next 2 weeks. i hope so, i really hope so. yea! weeks almost over!
    Tuesday, September 11th, 2007
    11:39 pm
    bad.
    night.


    when am i gonna find my "creative writing guy", sara catherine????
    Sunday, September 9th, 2007
    7:43 pm
    heyyyyyyy lastnights Guerrilla theatre was soo awesome. i had soo much fun! i cant wait till the next one. i love friends. seriously. i laugh a lot. thank you.

    wheeeerrreee is love? does it come from skies above? is it underneath the willow tree that ive been dreaming of? ...........seriously though. i feel like its been a long since ive felt liked. in that way. sucks.
    i hope this is a great week. theres nothing huge to look forward to. but hopefully it will be a fast good week. im excited about miss firecracker.
    Sunday, September 2nd, 2007
    11:53 am
    even though me asti and jess were the shadiest people in the world yest. it was much much needed. wow it was amazing and helped me soo freaking much. im soo soo thankful for them. we spent the night the night before, woke up late, turned our phones on silent then watched movies, talked, and did laundry allday. im thankful for friends that i can just sit by and not say anything and it be the most comforting thing in the world. after that crazy relaxing day i had a great night last night. i feel really happy. im really glad. im joyful and thankful. thank you God for giving me such great people to share in my life. i learn somthing everyday
    Friday, August 31st, 2007
    11:36 am
    i feel like my head is in a thousand different directions. everything started out soo fun and now its getting old already. im scared. i havent felt too happy the past couple of days and that makes me upset. i dont understand some people very well. its starting to drive me crazy. ive been soo happy at miss firecracker rehearsal though. my character is soo interesting. shes a trip. i think im going to be in love with playing her.
    everyone is everywhere.
    i need to escape. i think.
    gotta get out of this lil slump. i wont let it bring me down
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